Haha, I'm a chronic procrastinator at the best of times.
Usually at about 1am I hit a point where I just get down to it. It happened at 5am this time.
Only because someone else was handing it in at uni.
If you don't want to live, there's nothing strangers can do to change it.
To be honest, if you have people who care about you (including family), it's pretty selfish to try to kill yourself.