ellurbee
Active Member
Well for starters- my teacher absolutely hates me and kinddddd of emotionally/ mentally abused me a bit since year 7 and then made fun of me for being afraid to ask her a simple question or approach her and was kind of touchy with me a couple times which she knew i wasn't comfortable with yet she did it another two times- she always blames me for everything (her own issues but she projects it onto me) which is rlly eurgh but oh well-.
in terms of the subject it's taking the joy out of music for me- in terms of me performing and theory as well. It's unnecessary stress for me because me personally, i cannot handle 14 units and i wasn't going to continue it in year 12 anyways. ALSO the issues with my hands are not getting any better and in fact are getting worse and pulling up new symptoms and crap- which was fine for me because y'know i sing and what not- but then my teacher was like no if you're gonna sing do live accompaniment and i quote "Simple chords aren't going to be too hard for you right" AHEM- anyways I have no more energy for this subject and i'm totally cooked- the subject that is supposed to be a break for me is actually taking the life outta meeee so like f it we ball i'm dropping it next week- getting study periods finally and crying over other subjects.
P.S. sorry for the rantttttttt ANYWAYS MWAH