I'd rather be first at a school where I get along with people than at a school of people that act so horribly and think they're better than others and call people "faggots". I'll probably just go to ruse.
It wasn't depressing, it was more "freeing" like his mind was freed from the constraints and worries of his past.
I always write crap in school. I don't like the people there thinking I'm "smart" or creative.