Depressed. (2 Viewers)

[Tarahd]

CAll me a typical HSC student. But F*** im depressed.
I have one week left of the holidays- basically.
I have to work 3 day
I have an english and ancient assessment the first week on two topics i know NOTHING on, due to a massive last few weeks of school last term.
I have to do 3 entire business summaries before the trial which is thee 4th week of term (all of which i similarly know NOT A THING)
I have 2 ancient summaries to do
1 english summary and
1 IPT summary.

I want to quit.
I have no energy.
I feel like i cant absorb information
I dont want to read
I have a constant headache.

I have been crying lik eevery 5mins today.
Waiting for the break down and them massive REFOM AND MOTIVATION thing... but all i keep getting in the breakdowns. I dont want sympahy, i really need help. I realise there is only 4 months to go. I realise i have come this far and should stick it out.. but its still not helping me.................

..... there we go, tears again...............

 

[Tarahd]

Oh and not to mention fixing up half done summaries from through the year. and actually studying the things i have forgotton.

agagagagagagagainn tears and a saw throut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[ellen.louise]

Hey I know how you feel. It's getting pretty tough. Just... try to think of the fact that in 18 months time, no one is going to give a shit what your UAI is. Do you have a happy place? go to your happy place, gilmore.

 

[sthcross.dude]

wat UAI are u shooting for? (realistically)

 

[watatank]

and what are your options post hsc?

 

[Tarahd]

After HSC. is R-E-L-A-X..
living at least a few months with nothing to worry about.. not guilt for resting my head, No more thinking about what has to be done tommorow or the next day or the next.

I did/do want to get atleast a UAI of 80
I do general maths, standard eng, business, ancient his and IPT.

cumin prob 2,2,2,7,2
Which is crap frommy previous 1st 1st 1st 2nd 5th at half yearly.
It may seem good but i go to a crap public school.
I suppose to i cant just half do something.
Eg would rather not do an exam then go in half prepared sorta thing and its juts playing on my mind.

 

[Amy Lou]

aww *huge hugs*
It will all be ok, I promise, cos if it's not...well then we're all stuffed...but really everyone else has made it through without dying so don't stress.

 

[watatank]

After HSC. is R-E-L-A-X..
living at least a few months with nothing to worry about.. not guilt for resting my head, No more thinking about what has to be done tommorow or the next day or the next.

I did/do want to get atleast a UAI of 80
I do general maths, standard eng, business, ancient his and IPT.

cumin prob 2,2,2,7,2
Which is crap frommy previous 1st 1st 1st 2nd 5th at half yearly.
It may seem good but i go to a crap public school.
I suppose to i cant just half do something.
Eg would rather not do an exam then go in half prepared sorta thing and its juts playing on my mind.

i was thinking in terms of uni/tafe,workforce etc.

you've got good ranks, which means that you're still a good chance of getting the uai you want.

if going to an exam half prepared is playing on your mind just do all you can to ensure that you are as prepared as you can possibly be really.

 

[mr_brightside]

oh jesus fucking christ.

"waah waah, im coming 2nd instead of 1st, ima sooo durpressed!"

harden the fuck up, eat healthy, get sleep and keep doing what you're doing.

 

[xclusv2bhung]

After HSC. is R-E-L-A-X..
living at least a few months with nothing to worry about.. not guilt for resting my head, No more thinking about what has to be done tommorow or the next day or the next.

I did/do want to get atleast a UAI of 80
I do general maths, standard eng, business, ancient his and IPT.

cumin prob 2,2,2,7,2
Which is crap frommy previous 1st 1st 1st 2nd 5th at half yearly.
It may seem good but i go to a crap public school.
I suppose to i cant just half do something.
Eg would rather not do an exam then go in half prepared sorta thing and its juts playing on my mind.

2nd .. ? out of how many people ?
from here 2nd does look too bad. lol cmon im coming like 137/180 for english.

 

[Shrikar]

I am also quite depressed, the HSC has certainly taken its toll on me, physically and emotionally. I only pray for a seat in medicine, if i get that, then my life is set, i hope and pray that i achieve that, cause getting into medicine is all that matters to me, and not achieveing it would be.....don't even have the words to describe it.

 

[ellen.louise]

I am also quite depressed, the HSC has certainly taken its toll on me, physically and emotionally. I only pray for a seat in medicine, if i get that, then my life is set, i hope and pray that i achieve that, cause getting into medicine is all that matters to me, and not achieveing it would be.....don't even have the words to describe it.

Good luck!!! :wave:

 

[S1M0]

oh jesus fucking christ.

"waah waah, im coming 2nd instead of 1st, ima sooo durpressed!"

harden the fuck up, eat healthy, get sleep and keep doing what you're doing.

hahaha. Score.

 

[Tarahd]

Yeah i say good luck to you also.
Im sure that you have ben trying your best. I suppose it is different for people such as yourself, who actually are depending on a certain UAI. Unlike myself, whereby the HSC has purely been a test of my ability.

 

[Tarahd]

I think in english example there are maybe 75 people or something.

And just for the record I am planning to do
THESE HOLIDAYS
-My eng asses and eng sum
-Ancient assess and 1/3 ancient sums

Then once those assessments are over i will have two weeks untill the trial. Then i will
- do 3 biz summaries
- 1 IPT summary
- work a lil more on my eng notes
and not worry about ancient and just go really bad in it.

Then between the trial and HSC i will try and get ALL summaries up to date and polished and hopefully have a few weeks or so to simply do prac papers.

Hopefully all my marks will uphold my ranks- well resonably anyway
e.g top 5 would be good!!
(ancient isnt looking good though, im thinking i will be ranked 10th by then)

anyway then i will just try my absolue best then.

I think this is the time that things are most hectic because the trials are cuming up. I think i have just come to the conclusion that im not going to be Entirely prepared. But will do the best i can.

OHH SIGH.

Q) how many days/nights does someone think it would take to do an entire business summary of a topic. (the thought of this is what makes me feel sick)

thanks for listening.

 

[Tarahd]

NO REALLY THANKYOU FOR LISTENING TO MY WINGING EVERYONE.
ITS TRUELY HELPS.
I KNOW ITS ANNOYING BUT HEY- it makes you fell a little better.
I kind of feel like im sorting myself out by telling you guys what im doing... if you know what i mean.

x

 

[mr_brightside]

ITS TRUELY HELPS.

^__^

 

[Tarahd]

and what are u trying to say MR- im dumb hahahah

P.S i like you un sympthetic, short and to point reply! it made me smile in a weird way. Sort of bought me back to reality.

 

[ellen.louise]

get your on!

 

[ZJ NingNing]

get your on!

you must be in one of your motherly, 'it's okay' moods today