I dont know what i'd do. I'd like to think i'd die, but i think it would pose too many doubts in my mind before i did it.
If the other person loves you the same amount as you love them, then they will be devestated that they dont have the person they love. They'd also blame themselves.
If i had to go overseas, id try many options. Id get a casual job and work my ass off all day every day till I could afford to fly over there. If i didnt have enough time for that, Id go into the city and try and scam as much money as possible from people sympathetic to my cause.
If i couldnt do that, Id go to a charity and tell them that im going to canoe all the way to the country that i need to get to and they should get people to sponsor me as I do it because id rather it benifits people other than me. Scince im going to do it without being payed anyway it would be good for some disadvantaged people to get something.
Im willing to do whatever is necessary for the woman I love... But im still unsure about diing.