Jerixodia
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- 2008
Hey all, kinda my first post here, though i do admit i have been lurking around these forums for awhile.
Anyway, the other day I was hanging around with a few people in my schools study room, playing around on the computers (actually looking up this forum, but anyway), when one of my friends brings a copy of "So your gay!" from the Libarys restricted section. We laugh at some at it for a second and move on. Awhile later, my years only open gay boy walks into the Study hall, and does his own thing, minding his own buisness. One of my friends dares another friend to give him the book as abit of a laugh, though the guy they dared to do this is also an extremly embarressing idiot. They ment it as a joke, while he actually did it, much to my horror, embarresment, disgust, etc.
The gay guy took it in good humour, but was still anyoed about it. I'm really happy he took it in a good humour.
Though, like I said he still seemed annoyed when I talked to him later on msn, and wanted names as to whos idea it was. He also mentioned heaps of stupid, imature stuff like that happens out our school, which is sad because hes only been there for a year.
I really respect the "only gay guy in the village/school" and have been trying to help him abit fiting in, as he hasnt been at my school for long. That and l'm bisexual, so talking with him ocaisionally helps me from going insane. He doesnt know l'm Bi but, and nobody does at my school. I'v brilliantly pulled off a double life over the past three years, and i have my reasons for not comming out in public and just saying "l'm bi", mainly because l'm doing my HSC this year, and this type of stuff is the last thing i need. That and i have a girlfriend who i care about to much to tarnish her name as well. She knows l'm bi, she met me through an ex boyfriend. To sound to poetic, she is the lightness in my darkness. :uhhuh:
Now, l'm at conflicts with myself, should i have spoken up, and just put the book back before things get out of hand? Should I tell the gay guy i know kinda how it feels, because l'm Bi? What do people car about more, sexuality or reputation?
Anyway, the other day I was hanging around with a few people in my schools study room, playing around on the computers (actually looking up this forum, but anyway), when one of my friends brings a copy of "So your gay!" from the Libarys restricted section. We laugh at some at it for a second and move on. Awhile later, my years only open gay boy walks into the Study hall, and does his own thing, minding his own buisness. One of my friends dares another friend to give him the book as abit of a laugh, though the guy they dared to do this is also an extremly embarressing idiot. They ment it as a joke, while he actually did it, much to my horror, embarresment, disgust, etc.
The gay guy took it in good humour, but was still anyoed about it. I'm really happy he took it in a good humour.
Though, like I said he still seemed annoyed when I talked to him later on msn, and wanted names as to whos idea it was. He also mentioned heaps of stupid, imature stuff like that happens out our school, which is sad because hes only been there for a year.
I really respect the "only gay guy in the village/school" and have been trying to help him abit fiting in, as he hasnt been at my school for long. That and l'm bisexual, so talking with him ocaisionally helps me from going insane. He doesnt know l'm Bi but, and nobody does at my school. I'v brilliantly pulled off a double life over the past three years, and i have my reasons for not comming out in public and just saying "l'm bi", mainly because l'm doing my HSC this year, and this type of stuff is the last thing i need. That and i have a girlfriend who i care about to much to tarnish her name as well. She knows l'm bi, she met me through an ex boyfriend. To sound to poetic, she is the lightness in my darkness. :uhhuh:
Now, l'm at conflicts with myself, should i have spoken up, and just put the book back before things get out of hand? Should I tell the gay guy i know kinda how it feels, because l'm Bi? What do people car about more, sexuality or reputation?
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