firstly, i don't imply you simply 'don't understand'
secondly, again i can't answer if i can't answer in full. in regards to the question, only a full answer is a true reflection of the word 'yes' or 'no'
lastly, no i am not. it is a relational god that allows us to believe in him. i have no doubt that i would never really believe in a deity that simply created the world, unless it was a relational being who did it for a reason. if i was not under the impression god was relational then it would be athiest-agnosticism for me.
i'm being kicked off the computer now, ill be on again soon