Proof that anyone can do anything literally right now. (4 Viewers)

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I did a bunch of neck and wrist exercise, and it burns and clicks like hell.
I’ll be treating these mobility/lubrication exercises as importantly as I did legs in the past pre-marathon.

 

[sweettripmafia]

I guess I really can’t leave any unfinished business.

The only thing I want to achieve here is to feel like my ideal self, but that feeling is earned, not faked.
My ideal self is youthful, free-spirited, has genuine/personal relationships within his private life, and feel special.
Even if his personal relationships have an alienated sense to them, it still feels part of the same world that he was born for, and so, feels at home despite their differences, because he too is different despite maybe not being used to it, or feels alone WITH them to better put it.

All I want to do from here is track my progress towards regaining my youth, that’s all.
I just want to feel as young as I am, and although I have no one my age around me, I want to feel like I am apart of that ‘age group’ despite that isolation.

I can’t rely on uni just yet, since I don’t have the money to go after taking on dept from college, but I can pay attention to that shared world view even if there isn’t anyone technically here to share it with me.

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I realise now that there is a subtle difference between me and the typical type of people who peaked in high school.
Most reach a lazy conclusion about why this peak exists, believing that it’s because the good old days were good and that everything afterwards is disappointingly worse.
I now realise that it’s because of the sense of group dynamics felt, even though they may be broken up between categories of friends, enemies, or even strangers, they were all from the same ‘world’, and for that reason they felt less insecure compared to how they feel when faced with the ‘real’ world, since the real world is far more insecure.
Everyone is an outsider, no one is part of the same group with or without varying dynamic.
It’s scary.
To me it feels like I’m not a kid nor an adult, but there is no one else my ‘age’ around me, and because of that, I have no affirmation as to what my own age really is.

So, I need to learn how to live alone and remain true to a grounded sense of self that doesn’t need the affirmation of my environment in order to peak once again regardless of the circumstances.

For that to happen, the best thing I can do for myself is match the same group identity with the inspirations I have, but all those inspirations happen to be part of a group themselves, where as I’m left out, so I need to some how feel at home with them despite being excluded.

My hero and greatest inspiration however masterfully succeeded at this very same thing I just realised, having developed a personal relationship with a potential group of friends before even finding his genuine equals.
If I can feel at home with the potential of the world I was born to be apart of, then I’ll no longer have an identity crisis.

And thus, this is why I need to record my physical health progress above all else, because the place that I see myself in, is one where my potential group of friends are all perfectly healthy.

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I just got back from the gym today.
I definitely think the sort of stuff I did in there this time around was more helpful compared to what I would usually do.

 

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what is this

 

[sweettripmafia]

what is this

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Why are there two yellow Layers now, and a single blue box in one?

 

[xoNat]

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The puzzle numbers aren’t even in order.

 

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The puzzle numbers aren’t even in order.

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I just completed my second workout day in a row of doing exercises that best suit my health aims.
Today was 100% easier after the strength training warmups I did yesterday to give my body more mobility.

 

[katiekms]

I just completed my second workout day in a row of doing exercises that best suit my health aims.
Today was 100% easier after the strength training warmups I did yesterday to give my body more mobility.

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I will chase my goals AS me.
I have to achieve my goals.
I will care about what I am fighting for more than anyone cares about anything.
This, I swear it. I WILL focus on my WHY I have these goals in the first place!

 

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I found my calling.
I want to get rich.
In order to do that, I'm going into real estate in order to learn on the job as much as I can in regards to money, but in order to get that job, I need to know enough on my own beforehand in order to be hired.

So, as I wait to get my Ps for my driver's licence, I will be studying everything to do with real estate and money in general in order to pass that prerequisite.

At the moment, I am creating a list of books to read, and once I'm done, I'll be adding them here and tracking my progress with my pace of completing those books, and will summarise the information I learn, making a mind map of these fundamentals, either on this website or simply in a journal.

Finally, as for why this is my calling, it's because when I went to the city today to eat at a fancy restaurant with my family (which is a very very VERY rare occasion), I saw all the buildings at night and thought to myself, "What if all of this land was owned by a single person?".

I got inspired by the thought of a person who, through sheer merit and legacy, was the decisive reason for why something EXISTED in the world.

I want to change the world, make big things, and go on an adventure with the people who also do big things like my inspiration.
This is where I belong, and I will do everything that makes me excited, fulfilling the potential I have in relation to my ideals, undistracted by the malevolence of international affairs and hyper-immersed in my passion projects.

One day, I will make great things on an interstellar level, not just an international one.

A tower of babel in the stars.

 

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