tanjin said:
I'm excited but at the same time im really scared shitless. Im a curry and my parents aren't the crazy type - with all the pressure...and anything above 80 is a good uai to them...but i feel pressured!
I WISH I WERE U!
its not so much that my parents pressure me..
its more thatthye know i go well in school, and so they tell EVERYONE that im amazingly smart..[family, friends etc...]
i wish they would actually put a lock on my door,cut off wireless and make me study.... but they jsut think i have 'self motivation'
IF I HAD THE KINDA SELF MOTIVATION THEY THINK I HAVE, WOULD I BE ON MSN+MYSPACE+ POSTSECRET+ BOS at this very moment..
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and because they tell eveyrone about my 'profound intelligence' people automatically think we're talking being in the 98+UAI.
what worries me is, how are u meant to know what you're capable of?
you know where you are relative to the grade, but what about the state?
some say you can use ur schools past year results, but then how do u liken yourself to othersin older grades...
others say thatu can use School certificate...
others say you cant.
bah!
so if i end up getting 80-90[which is not a bad mark, but just very differnet to what is 'expected'/'anticipated' of me.. i'l be telling the world that i got 97
and all must
goodluck all
♥
ps. i have an asian mother