Okay so well I have a major problem.. Summer is soon and I want to be FINALLY able to wear a bikini this summer!
Anyway my problem.. I have a hideous body.. I'm not overweight, but.. its just ugly.. I think it will always be fugly FIRSTLY because I am a short ass (about 165cm, give or take a few cm's) but it could be improved with weight loss however I seriously CAN'T lose weight!
i rarely weigh myself really, that'd be so depressing.. But I have weighed myself on occasions and I am around 51-54 kilos.
I have been exercising HEAPS for 3 years now, and I can't really do more, I usually do:
Monday: 2 hours of gym (spin class + treadmill + weights)
Tuesday: 45-60 minute jog
Wednesday: 2 hours of gym (spin class + stair climber + weights)
Thursday: none, I get home from school and go to work
Friday: 1-2 hours of gym.. just random stuff. cardio, weights, no particular class.
Saturday: morning spin class before work.. and sometimes a jog for 45 minutes after work.
Sunday: 1-1.5 hours at the gym doing cardio and some weights.
I always make myself sore and spinclasses DON'T get easy for me! i always sweat heavily, breath hard etc etc and I am sore for days after weights. I am too embarassed to do any other studio classes (spin is in a dark room) because of the huge wall mirror which makes me look absolutely putrid, I can't stand it!!!
Anyway, my diet is pretty 'good'. yes i do have slip ups sometimes but generally it is pretty good. I am a vegan now after reading about some of the shit with animals and I haven't lost anyway. Keep in mind i have tried all the diets out there, low carb, optifast, super low calorie etc.. All of thaT! and i'm just the same.
I eat pretty healthy.. fruits, vegetables, no soft drinks or diet soft drinks, no coffee, wholegrain carbohydrates, beans, lentils etc. And I do not eat a lot. Everyone at school eats so much more than me, and a LOT of junk!
My biggest problem is that I have these REALLY ugly short chunkyish legs (and i don't have super muscles, I'm just toned) and I honestly do not know what to do anymore!!! They are fucking feral and SHORT.. Either way if I loose weight they will always be short and ugly.. FML. I also have this bit of tummy that I can grab.
The only option I can think of is liposuction. that is the only thing that can change my legs. But its so expensive, I've got almost $2000 saved up and I'm 17 and next year I'll have more and can take a loan but I also want a car... etc. Hate being a poor person
Anyway,
any ideas on what I should do?! Other than liposuction (that would be next year anyway)?! I am so desperate, this body is KILLING MY LIFE.
Anyway my problem.. I have a hideous body.. I'm not overweight, but.. its just ugly.. I think it will always be fugly FIRSTLY because I am a short ass (about 165cm, give or take a few cm's) but it could be improved with weight loss however I seriously CAN'T lose weight!
i rarely weigh myself really, that'd be so depressing.. But I have weighed myself on occasions and I am around 51-54 kilos.
I have been exercising HEAPS for 3 years now, and I can't really do more, I usually do:
Monday: 2 hours of gym (spin class + treadmill + weights)
Tuesday: 45-60 minute jog
Wednesday: 2 hours of gym (spin class + stair climber + weights)
Thursday: none, I get home from school and go to work
Friday: 1-2 hours of gym.. just random stuff. cardio, weights, no particular class.
Saturday: morning spin class before work.. and sometimes a jog for 45 minutes after work.
Sunday: 1-1.5 hours at the gym doing cardio and some weights.
I always make myself sore and spinclasses DON'T get easy for me! i always sweat heavily, breath hard etc etc and I am sore for days after weights. I am too embarassed to do any other studio classes (spin is in a dark room) because of the huge wall mirror which makes me look absolutely putrid, I can't stand it!!!
Anyway, my diet is pretty 'good'. yes i do have slip ups sometimes but generally it is pretty good. I am a vegan now after reading about some of the shit with animals and I haven't lost anyway. Keep in mind i have tried all the diets out there, low carb, optifast, super low calorie etc.. All of thaT! and i'm just the same.
I eat pretty healthy.. fruits, vegetables, no soft drinks or diet soft drinks, no coffee, wholegrain carbohydrates, beans, lentils etc. And I do not eat a lot. Everyone at school eats so much more than me, and a LOT of junk!
My biggest problem is that I have these REALLY ugly short chunkyish legs (and i don't have super muscles, I'm just toned) and I honestly do not know what to do anymore!!! They are fucking feral and SHORT.. Either way if I loose weight they will always be short and ugly.. FML. I also have this bit of tummy that I can grab.
The only option I can think of is liposuction. that is the only thing that can change my legs. But its so expensive, I've got almost $2000 saved up and I'm 17 and next year I'll have more and can take a loan but I also want a car... etc. Hate being a poor person
Anyway,
any ideas on what I should do?! Other than liposuction (that would be next year anyway)?! I am so desperate, this body is KILLING MY LIFE.
