i had that at my school and it was actually kind of nice tbh. as lame as it sounds, it's good to interact with people outside your year group. plus it's really nice for juniors to have someone to go to for help
eat something before, but make it small. when i used to go the gym in the mornings i'd usually have something like a banana + almonds, then i'd have a normal breakfast when i got home
ahh europe. that would have been amazing. did you go on your own?
i'm just worried i won't get a job since i have zero experience..aside from that deferring really does seem like a good idea right now