nomoar
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No dude, as a girl I can tell you that it's just plain creepy, yeah?Oh there you are Aquawhite, I've known it's creepy for a long time. But I have the train of thought: "If she doesn't like me - then it's "creepy", if she likes me - then it's "true love/dedication"" or whatnot.
But I'm obsessed because I'm kicking myself for not asking her out when I had the chance to. And because of the small number of females which I've had the privilege of meeting - she stands out to me in the same way Don Bradman's batting average stands out among everyone elses. People have said it's because she's the first person I liked in that way - I have an exceedingly bad case of puppy love.
And because of that, my logic and reasoning is being thrown out the window. You know when your head is telling you something that your metaphorical heart refuses to accept? It's that kind of thing. My head says: "Dude, everyone is saying the same thing. She doesn't like you" - but then the metaphorical heart will always retort: "But if you were able to talk to her, perhaps you could convince her otherwise". And because I'm obsessed, in the end I'll always choose the metaphorical heart because that slim 0.0000000000001% chance of winning her appeals to me much more than looking elsewhere.
But others have said I'll find a "hot chick" (to use their words) "first week of uni and you'll forget about her". Since I feel I'm starting to get a bit crazy, I hope I find someone else... though part of me says I hope I find her instead.
Though I agree - I am in love with the idea of being in love.
But as of right now, I don't think I can stop thinking about her - nor realise she's not my time. In fact, my mind would consider retorting: "I'm not worth her time". /crazyperson
I apologise if my rambles seem non-sensical but I try to organise them (that is, my thoughts) as nicely as possible.
I think you need to get over her. And stop flaunting your obsessiveness all over forums. Clearly she is not interested. If she was, she would reply to your messages and accept your first request (and not reject the multiple ones to come). To her, you're creeper mccreeperson. There are quite a few guys out there like you, and it is nothing girls find cute.
"I'm obsessed because I'm kicking myself for not asking her out when I had the chance to."
So this is how your mind reacts to regret? Just get over it ffs. That opportunity slipped by, who cares. You'll meet others. For your sake, I wish you did ask her out then. She would have rejected you and you would have gotten over her and moved on, and you would not have spiralled into such creepiness.
You're living in fantasy land and making yourself the protagonist of some woe is me romance you're creating yourself as you live on. It's so pathetic, really.