Seek help. Resolve the problem, you still have time. You're lucky you're not knee-deep in your hsc and dealing with severe depression. But please seek help, because people make the same mistake over and over and that is keeping everything to yourself. Remember that your health is more important. I think I've already accepted the fact that I can't do anything about my hsc anymore.Well there is no way to cope. All I say to myself is life goes on and one day there will be no existence of myself and neither is there today.