other people making me feel guity. (2 Viewers)

[obimoshman1234]

so ur ego driven and dont express ur fears.

really who knows whats worse the top student expressing worry or the top student appearing smug by trying to hide their own anxieties?

 

[charlesdinio]

A little. Here I say much of what I do to get a reaction, because tbh I dont give a fuck about most of you.

However I care about all of my year mates. I dont want to contribute to anyones stress, whether I like them or not. Im not big on mind games.

I suppress my expressive nature for the benefit of those I love when the time is right.

Fair enough, you seem to have it all laid out I guess..

Im glad you suppress your expressive nature for the benefit of those you love when the time is right.

 

[sonyaleeisapixi]

so ur ego driven and dont express ur fears.

really who knows whats worse the top student expressing worry or the top student appearing smug by trying to hide their own anxieties?

Not so much fears as anxiety and paranoia.
Ego driven mixed with the desire for perfection and to be the best
Im the eldest daughter, granddaughter, and basically the golden child. Its a given.

I am who I am. And she's pretttty sexy.

 

[sonyaleeisapixi]

Fair enough, you seem to have it all laid out I guess..

Im glad you suppress your expressive nature for the benefit of those you love when the time is right.

Ask and I'll tell.
Spent too long being someone I wasnt to appease my father and a bad group of people.

Never, ever, ever, ever doing that again.

I'm alot of things. But I'm not selfish or spiteful.

 

[obimoshman1234]

hhmm ok still i think ur best thing to do is show up like with 20 minutes before exam so like stay in car and wait just dont go into school and let the underlingings or those ranked below see u mainly because form experience i just hate seeing the top anked student go in without a care or worry as if this was nothing

 

[sonyaleeisapixi]

hhmm ok still i think ur best thing to do is show up like with 20 minutes before exam so like stay in car and wait just dont go into school and let the underlingings or those ranked below see u mainly because form experience i just hate seeing the top anked student go in without a care or worry as if this was nothing

I'll sit around my lunch area, read the two pages of notes I'll have, wander down to the hall, hang out with the canteen ladies (canteen is connected to the hall) while everyone flutters around. Three or so minutes before show time, I'll wish my friends goodluck and wander on in.

 

[danz90]

im guilty of that
generally, we're not doing it to be mean, we either need reassurance of how great we are because we're scared, or we genuinely feel kinda fucked about the upcoming exam

lol id be guilty of that too...

im topping the cohort and am still one of the biggest pessimists before an exam.

but im definitely steering clear of stressheads on the morning of any exam. itll just be me and probably one other person in the library or a quiet room until its like 20 mins before exam time.

 

[charlesdinio]

Ask and I'll tell.
Spent too long being someone I wasnt to appease my father and a bad group of people.

Never, ever, ever, ever doing that again.

I'm alot of things. But I'm not selfish or spiteful.

Yeah you shouldn't try impress people.

As long as your loved for being the confident ego-like human you are, thats all that really matters!

 

[sonyaleeisapixi]

lol id be guilty of that too...

im topping the cohort and am still one of the biggest pessimists before an exam.

but im definitely steering clear of stressheads on the morning of any exam. itll just be me and probably one other person in the library or a quiet room until its like 20 mins before exam time.

Ditto, duxed my grade (pending UAI but its a given. First in everything by and mile except maths) and stillllllll fretting slightly.

 

[minijumbuk]

Not their fault they're studying and you're on BOS, I guess.

 

[sonyaleeisapixi]

Yeah you shouldn't try impress people.

As long as your loved for being the confident ego-like human you are, thats all that really matters!

Oh, I am very thoroughly loved
<.<

*coughsexualinnuendocough*

 

[jasonml]

I'm on first-name-terms with my canteen ladies. 60 year-old milf is my fave.

 

[charlesdinio]

I'm on first-name-terms with my canteen ladies. 60 year-old milf is my fave.

ditto.
Ill hopefully engage in a relationship with one of them after school, everyone knows student-canteen lady relationships never work out.

 

[sonyaleeisapixi]

ditto.
Ill hopefully engage in a relationship with one of them after school, everyone knows student-canteen lady relationships never work out.

I would so make a porno with the milfy canteen ladies we have at my school

Oh my god.
*fapfapfap*

Also, one lives down the road from me.
Really should peer through her windows.

 

[charlesdinio]

I would so make a porno with the milfy canteen ladies we have at my school

Oh my god.
*fapfapfap*

Also, one lives down the road from me.
Really should peer through her windows.

Yeah each year they outdo themselves, some years they come back looking better than ever.

Age is no barrier inside the NSW canteens.

 

[sonyaleeisapixi]

Yeah each year they outdo themselves, some years they come back looking better than ever.

Age is no barrier inside the NSW canteens.

that is possibly sig worthy.

 

[jasonml]

olollollololooooolollolo

 

[bendertherobot]

i came to read about ppl being made to feel guilty. Instead i see ppl saying how they are topping the grade...>.>

 

[hopeles5ly]

I only read the first post and want to give you some advice:
Don't fucking read about it. You have a choice to ignore what other people are doing, and focus on yourself; have you ever considered that?

 

[bendertherobot]

well let me give you some fuckign advice
How can i know what they are talkigna bout without reading it?