well that was just straight up not true, it turns out I’m now rank 5 overall and came 3rd in trials w 85%- even better, there’s a rumour that apparently im now second in english after trials (i didnt get my trial back bc i wasn’t at school) which is like insane if true, im so happy, I never would’ve dreamed of this esp after how bad it felt like trials went
either way my teacher seems really confident I’ll b6 which is a good sign