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what. it was a joke bruhIM JUST GONNA SAY IT U HORNY ASS MFS NEED TO FKN CHILL GO BEAT THE BUSH OR SMTH IDK ABT U WOLLONGONG IF U GUY OR GIRL ATP SO IDK JUST DO WHAT U DO
what. it was a joke bruhIM JUST GONNA SAY IT U HORNY ASS MFS NEED TO FKN CHILL GO BEAT THE BUSH OR SMTH IDK ABT U WOLLONGONG IF U GUY OR GIRL ATP SO IDK JUST DO WHAT U DO
oh and then there's this guy just being a lovely role modelIM JUST GONNA SAY IT U HORNY ASS MFS NEED TO FKN CHILL GO BEAT THE BUSH OR SMTH IDK ABT U WOLLONGONG IF U GUY OR GIRL ATP SO IDK JUST DO WHAT U DO
sounds like something u would enjoy tbhHell some guy farted on me in year 10.
cant tell if ur being fr right nowI'm sorry
if you genuinely actually want someone to vent and rant to without being judged I'm happy to listen - sorry all this shit happened to you
regardless just chill with the 'i hate everyone on bos' vibes <3
^ this ain't happening is itoh and then there's this guy just being a lovely role model
let me be all supportive without you interfering![]()
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no I'm being deadass, nobody should really go through that and idrk if he's being a dick out here on bos, if he wants to vent let him vent JUST STOP THE DAMN SEXUAL COMMENTScant tell if ur being fr right now
tbf. I'm leaving out their side of the story. I've done horrible stuff as well. In year 7 and 8 I said incredibly horrid stuff to girls which led me down this spiral. I even apologised to a few. They apologised for any actions against me. In year 7, 8 and 9 my social skills were so bad I couldn't tell jokes from insults. I hated being touched and talked to. In fact I still do hate that.I'm sorry
if you genuinely actually want someone to vent and rant to without being judged I'm happy to listen - sorry all this shit happened to you
regardless just chill with the 'i hate everyone on bos' vibes <3
bro fumbled the bag hardtbf. I'm leaving out their side of the story. I've done horrible stuff as well. In year 7 and 8 I said incredibly horrid stuff to girls which led me down this spiral. I even apologised to a few. They apologised for any actions against me. In year 7, 8 and 9 my social skills were so bad I couldn't tell jokes from insults. I hated being touched and talked to. In fact I still do hate that.
Other students contineusly touched and talked to me. Now I realize they were probably trying to make friends, but back then I didn't see it this way. I accidentally let it slip that I like this girl. I was hoping she woudl leave me alone because 12 year olds couldn't date. I honestly think she might have liked me because she took my student Id to get my name. She kept on trying to say hi to me. She even hugged me a few times. The guys in teh school mocked me so to get rid of my own insecurities I mocked her. That was incredibly wrong of me. I think I might have caused mental health problems for her. Blame lies 70 percent me 30 percent her. IF she left me alone we'd all be alot happier. I apologised to her in year 10 when we shared the same class. She left in year 11.
Same thing happened in year 9. Same results except everyone in the class kept on annoying the fuck out of me. And by everyone I MEAN EVERYONE. Except for this nice bloke who I still talk to. This girl who was pretty hot might have had a crush on me. I gave her my charger on teh first day as a show of goodwill and holy fuck. She litterally stalked me. SHe followed me to whatever table I sat on. Admitely some of her friends followed her. She kept on saying hi to me and kept on asking me to talk to her. I was uncomfortable because everyone on hte class was mercilessly mocking us for having a crush on each other. She also had a bad reputation in the class, because she was new. Young me didn't understand how little I should've cared. I tollerated her for most they year, then I mericlly mocked her after she kept on annoying me for the 100th time, inf ront of her friends. She called the principal who called my parents. SHe retunred to annoying me later.
I never called the principal on the other students because they didn't do anything wrong. All they did was talk to me. I can't stop other studetns from talking to me. IT really bothered me and still does. I hate other people talking to me. I enjoy being a loner.
In year 9/10 this racist guy targeted me. Only Egyptian/arab guy in the school. Stole my phone. The entire graded loved him. He was very popular, and friends with most of the student leadership. All the popular guys in the school mocked me. My class was a lot nicer to me. They didn't harrass me.
year 11/12. I've forgiven my cohort. They haven't forgiven me. Gilrs still glare(which I don't care about). Some gilrs still try to talk to me, but after my awful incidents with white gilrs from yaers 7-9 don't think i can ever befriend them. Guys act nice to me in class, and try to sabotage the few friendships I have left. Just becausee I've forgiven then doesn't mean I've forgotten. My cohort stoppd speakng to my completely I refuse to EVER interact with my cohort more than what's required. Most of my cohort respects me and keeps their distance from which I respect. I don't want to be friends with them. My empathy for all teenagers is gone. I stay away from them at all costs.
Quite frankly I'm done with Australia. I don't want to interact with Australians ever again. In university I don't want any friends. I don't want to talk to people. I'm fucking done with this bullshit. In year 12 I stopped sitting near my cohort and I eat lunch by myself and I'm so much more happy. I'm gonna try to achieve high grades in uni, actually try unlike high school, and try to get a job at google and move to San Fransisco and pretend Australia was a bad dream.
Wollongong guy. Are my acts more evil than the years of harrrasment I've suffered?
Again, im sorrytbf. I'm leaving out their side of the story. I've done horrible stuff as well. In year 7 and 8 I said incredibly horrid stuff to girls which led me down this spiral. I even apologised to a few. They apologised for any actions against me. In year 7, 8 and 9 my social skills were so bad I couldn't tell jokes from insults. I hated being touched and talked to. In fact I still do hate that.
Other students contineusly touched and talked to me. Now I realize they were probably trying to make friends, but back then I didn't see it this way. I accidentally let it slip that I like this girl. I was hoping she woudl leave me alone because 12 year olds couldn't date. I honestly think she might have liked me because she took my student Id to get my name. She kept on trying to say hi to me. She even hugged me a few times. The guys in teh school mocked me so to get rid of my own insecurities I mocked her. That was incredibly wrong of me. I think I might have caused mental health problems for her. Blame lies 70 percent me 30 percent her. IF she left me alone we'd all be alot happier. I apologised to her in year 10 when we shared the same class. She left in year 11.
Same thing happened in year 9. Same results except everyone in the class kept on annoying the fuck out of me. And by everyone I MEAN EVERYONE. Except for this nice bloke who I still talk to. This girl who was pretty hot might have had a crush on me. I gave her my charger on teh first day as a show of goodwill and holy fuck. She litterally stalked me. SHe followed me to whatever table I sat on. Admitely some of her friends followed her. She kept on saying hi to me and kept on asking me to talk to her. I was uncomfortable because everyone on hte class was mercilessly mocking us for having a crush on each other. She also had a bad reputation in the class, because she was new. Young me didn't understand how little I should've cared. I tollerated her for most they year, then I mericlly mocked her after she kept on annoying me for the 100th time, inf ront of her friends. She called the principal who called my parents. SHe retunred to annoying me later.
I never called the principal on the other students because they didn't do anything wrong. All they did was talk to me. I can't stop other studetns from talking to me. IT really bothered me and still does. I hate other people talking to me. I enjoy being a loner.
In year 9/10 this racist guy targeted me. Only Egyptian/arab guy in the school. Stole my phone. The entire graded loved him. He was very popular, and friends with most of the student leadership. All the popular guys in the school mocked me. My class was a lot nicer to me. They didn't harrass me.
year 11/12. I've forgiven my cohort. They haven't forgiven me. Gilrs still glare(which I don't care about). Some gilrs still try to talk to me, but after my awful incidents with white gilrs from yaers 7-9 don't think i can ever befriend them. Guys act nice to me in class, and try to sabotage the few friendships I have left. Just becausee I've forgiven then doesn't mean I've forgotten. My cohort stoppd speakng to my completely I refuse to EVER interact with my cohort more than what's required. Most of my cohort respects me and keeps their distance from which I respect. I don't want to be friends with them. My empathy for all teenagers is gone. I stay away from them at all costs.
Quite frankly I'm done with Australia. I don't want to interact with Australians ever again. In university I don't want any friends. I don't want to talk to people. I'm fucking done with this bullshit. In year 12 I stopped sitting near my cohort and I eat lunch by myself and I'm so much more happy. I'm gonna try to achieve high grades in uni, actually try unlike high school, and try to get a job at google and move to San Fransisco and pretend Australia was a bad dream.
Wollongong guy. Are my acts more evil than the years of harrrasment I've suffered?
It is turning around. Once I get into university. I won't ever have to worry about people ever again. My cousin tell me that in uni everyone is in their own little world and no one bothers each other.Again, im sorry
things will get better and it's definitely good that you've gotten over the things people have done to you and forgiven them, it's just sad and unfortunate that people don't forgive you.
hang in there and maybe things will turn around - do you have anyone irl to talk to? (im assuming ranting on bos is one thing but actually talking to someone irl - professional or otherwise - will do wonders that you won't even realise)
sorry that all this shit happened![]()
Ehhh. I wasn't popular in primary school as well.bro fumbled the bag hard
take the hints bro![]()
If I deserve jail for expressing freewill, perhaps china would be more ur speed.honestly u deserve jail for what uve been saying if u acc mean itkinda done with u, byeee
name a time and place baby xoxono no no fight me baby
How are they stapled don’t they just staple it normally in the corner?It was weirdly stapled last year but iirc all together
Probably cos it isbro i swear sometimes this forum feels like sweaty selective school kids having their first interactions with other people![]()
I disagree. Many James Ruse kids are likely of average natural talent. They just work insanely hard. Obviously there will be some who are child prodigies but a lot work non stop I would imagine. If you worked as hard as a James Ruse kid Id expect youd get similar marks due to your suposed natural talent.Nah. Natural talent all the way.
I will never be as smart as a Ruse kid. Maybe if I work hard, a NSB kid, but never Ruse. Those guys are insanely smart.
I studied my ass off for english, wrote practice essays, wrote study paragraphs, and got slightly below average. FOR ENGLISH FUCKING STANDARD
Comparitevly I did three times less work for math extension and advanced. My Extension mark was in the 40th percentile, whilist my advance mark was in the 95th percentile. Extension wasn't ideal, but my projected atar is like 75, so idgaf about teh difference between 90 atar or 94 atar for 1 unit. My study behaviour for Math was kinda gross. I stopped doing homework, and started sleeping in class halfway through and never remembered to bring any study material. And I don't do any tutoring. I mean I'm not very good at math, but I'm better than most my class.
I didn't study for Physics and I got above average. Like I never did homeowrk and learnt most the content a week before the exam. My mark wasn't very good, but my teacher says band 4 at least, and all I need is a 75 atar so again idgaf.
There is this guy at my school who's friends with all the nerds, probably studies way more than me, and wrecks me in English, but I beat him in Physics and Mathematics with way less effort. He acutally does all the work and worksheets, and I talk with my friends.
Natural talent 100 percent