is it just me, or is most of the male population dickheads?
all they seem to do is lie to me, take advantage of me, and use me.
or am i just attracting the wrong types of males? i know there are really nice males out there. one of my best friends is one of them.
but the last relationship i just had was a lie. i didnt even see it. we had been seeing each other for about 2weeks when i went to my friends 18, got shattered, (as you do at firends 18th on Melb Cup day) and when my mum was driving me home, we stopped at the beach coz 'male who i was seeing' was there and we were just walking, i was stumbling, he was too and talking and kissing. well i drunkenly left my fone in his bag and when i get it back the next afternoon his number had been erased.
two nights later i called him asking wot happened and he claimed he got back with his ex. well i found out he didnt get back with his ex. he had been calling my cousin and trying to get into bed with her.
now i have absoluty no idea wot happened. usually i know when fallouts happen coz ive been a bitch or i get bored of him or he gets bored of me or its just too repetitive. but i have no idea wot i did. but he was talking about the future. he was telling me he was going to take me clubbing in sydney for my 18th - which is in feb - he told me he was taking me driving in his bmw, he told me he was teach me how to drive, he told me he was going to take me to kiama for his 18 - which is in january - etc.
he told me he liked me. and he seemed really nice. till he went decided to not talk to me, not give me an explanation - my exbf gave me a 25min explanation as to why we shouldnt be together - from 'male who i was seeing' i get nothing. just a bunch of lies.
so it is just me who attracts these dickheads who are too gutless to say anything? im considering becoming lesbian . . . probly not, but yeah, could be a good plan for the future . . .
sorry bout the long post but i just had to get it out of me.
