The Story of Me (1 Viewer)

[HyperComplexxx]

Once upon a time, a brilliant young (Starting of Yr 12) me had dreams of becoming a doctor. Day and night, I studied. Hours after hours of typing, writing, reading and calculations. My hands ached and my head throbbed but I continued, sacrificing health over study. UMAT and trials were nearing and I was prepared. My body was ready. My mind was ready.
Guess what ? I achieved top 3 results and every single exam. Fuck yeah I thought, time to be the doctor.
But no, it didn't go to plan. My UMAT results arrived a few weeks. I was at school when I heard my mates talking about their UMAT results. My eyes widened, glistening with enthusiasm. I walked up to them asked, "UMAT RESULTS ARE OUT?"
They replied, "YEA IT CAME OUT LAST NIGHT"
Hurriedly, I walked around my classroom asking for someone with internet. To no avail, no one had internet. The bell rang and I ran to the library, asking to use the computers. Logged on but fuck, the website was blocked. It was lunch so I borrowed a friends car, and drove home (LOL desperate).
I logged into my account and to my horror, I got shit.
SO, i drove back to school and went to my friends and they asked, "HOWD YOU GO?"

O well i thought, fuck this shit, fuck school idc bout mah atar, just get 97+ now.
Formal was coming up and i was planning to party hard all week until i reach the first week of holi until i studied. But no, i ended up studying 5 days before first english HSC exam. During this 3 weeks, i was out, drinking, doing some ganja and what not ( I was studying but very little)
Now, i dont even think i can get over 90+ atar now. I am trying to study now, but am too sick and tired (some epic bullshit flu) and have no misadventure shit w/e you call that fuck. I have no uni course in mind right now and everyone around me have low expectations of me (<90 atar). SO im thinking fuck this, ima just wing the exams (and im pretty sure will beat 3/4 of my cohort )
Wot to do? I am dead fucking serious
/rant

 

[hup]

http://community.boredofstudies.org/showthread.php?t=266583

deja vu

 

[HyperComplexxx]

http://community.boredofstudies.org/showthread.php?t=266583

deja vu

holy fuck, this can't be real....I've just read oe's rant and it was so similar
My mind is full of fuck right now, holy shit
sorry of syntactical expletives

 

[TorMental]

Come on bro, you're in a better position than so many people. You won't get below 90 unless you utterly fk up (like below 50% raw). Hell, my ranks can't even compare to your mx1 3/50. I'm like only 21/60 + i couldn't do mx2.

If you really wanna find a way, you do it. 'No one has enough time, but everyone has all there is'.

But you know what? If you think you can, or think you can't, you're right. 'Strength does not come from physical capacity but from an indomitable will'. I'm throwing quotes at you, but because I also have thought like you - until I said 'I'll give it my all, because I haven't failed, until I quitted'.

Its all up to you.

 

[taeyang]

Jesus christ man you are obviously talented, (ext1 98) and I KNOW IT'S A FUCKING CLICHE' but I'm dead serious, my bro and my cousin both do medicine and they said "once you get into uni, even a bachelor of science and or art, anything, it's not at all hard to change courses to anything as long as you have the marks"....... tldr; just chill bro, you'll get what you deserve (in a good way)

 

[imagee]

Think about the brighter side in life (like porn) and remember it aint over yet.

 

[jessxxxr]

look at your subjects and your ranks man, don't doubt yourself, i don't know what atar you will get but i'm extremely sure you'll get above 90! and you know what, screw what everyone thinks, who cares that they think you've let yourself go and your gonna get a shit mark, i'm pretty sure you still have a lot of your exams left to do right? WELLLLLLL its time to prove them wrong, imagine how good it will feel studying your little heart out and then getting like 95+, at least you don't have any pressure right, at least everyone's not like 'oh yeahhhh you'll get 99.95 for sure', and then you just crumble under the pressure, no, just take that into mind, use it to your advantage, chin up boy and go be the comeback king!! haha GOOD LUCK!

 

[Phoenix Fury]

Firstly you should just focus on HSC now, fuck UMAT there's probably/possibly still a chance you can get it and you're not doing yourself any good throwing that away. You'll only regret it if you give up so close to the end of school and you don't want that shit hanging over you.

Yeh missing out sucks but it's not the end of the world or even a major setback, you can always transfer to med or get in other ways, it might just take a little more time. Transfering will probably only set you back a semester or a year which is nothing in the scheme of things, alternatively (but probably a lot riskier) you could wait for UMAT next year and use the free time to your advantage get money working ~somewhere~ and research your courses / read up on course related material to get a head start for when you do get in. There's probably other things like looking at different unis to the one you had in mind and other alternate entry programs unis have as well.

But for right now you have to forget about UMAT, it's done and while you didn't get what you hoped for there's nothing you can do about it. Now you need to concentrate on the shit that you still have control over and the potential to significantly affect/change which is your HSC mark and ATAR, you have tried your hardest all year (possibly longer), just give the HSC everything you have and ~see what happens~.

Best of luck m8.

 

[herbs1]

biggest bitch post. Just fucking grow a pair. Get into med some other way, all of the US med schools are postgrad, so really, in the huge scope of things, 1 extra year to do postgrad med is nothing.

 

[CecilyMare]

y so desperate to be a doctor

if you truly want to help people, become a nurse.

 

[slyhunter]

 

[iRuler]

mate relax and just study, stop crying and 'just (fucking) do it' (learn something from nike).

 

[mirakon]

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF

also listen to "zero to Hero" from da hercules movie

 

[uirate]

here is some motivation:

 

[mirakon]

here is some motivation:

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this is awkward but that guy died young and before his time. Hardly motivational

 

[uirate]

this is awkward but that guy died young and before his time. Hardly motivational

so what if he died? still a highly motivational individual.

R.I.P

 

[Aerath]

So motivational that he (allegedly) died from an overdose of some sort (it was speculated that the stimulants he took took an immense strain on his heart, and thus caused his heart attack).

 

[uirate]

So motivational that he (allegedly) died from an overdose of some sort (it was speculated that the stimulants he took took an immense strain on his heart, and thus caused his heart attack).

still motivational:

 

[CecilyMare]

not to be hatin or anything but i don't understand the zyzz hype. he was a stripper ffs, and hid behind some hard-ass facade.

 

[Aerath]

not to be hatin or anything but i don't understand the zyzz hype. he was a stripper ffs, and hid behind some hard-ass facade.

Cecily pretty much hit this nail on the head.

I don't know if your sense of 'motivational' is encouraging people to take drugs/steroids/harmful substances.